Friday, November 20, 2009

Where I Am and Where I Want To Be....

I've been trying to figure out for years what I want to be when I grow up.  Sneaking up on 40 makes me think a little deeper.  I'm all set for nursing school to start in January, but I'm starting to second guess myself.  Am I too old to take this on?  But then on the other hand, it's a couple of years of hard work and then the payoff is going to be wonderful.  I've wanted to be a nurse since i was little.  Mom and Nurse were the two "jobs" I've never stopped wanting.  Maybe I'm just a little freaked out because it seems that everything is about to job, my schooling, etc etc etc. 

I have a vision of where I would like to see myself in say 2-3 years (depending on how long it takes me to finish school).  I've never been much of a visual learner, but maybe writing down what I want to do and where I see myself will help with the process.

This may seem like a somewhat convoluted post to most of you, but it actually makes a lot of sense to me and it's helping me FOCUS....yeah for random blogging.

stay tuned for the next installment of "Aim is about to lose her mind".....


Sophia's Mom said...

Im so glad you decided to go ahead and enroll in nursing school.

You are probably freaking out because you are embarking upon a new journey. But don't allow yourself to be sabortaged by insecurites.

This is something you've always wanted, so GO FOR IT!

Stephanie Stearns Dulli said...

Oh I could have written this...except you are way farther ahead than me! I've NO idea what I want to do!!
I say GO FOR IT!!! You're going to be amazing.